Driving Forces

So, Toby is now home. His parents and nephew are now gone. We had 3 days alone and now I am in oregon for a night to show a scholar around some new schools. This is good in a sense, then toby and i don't get too attached. but at the same time i will be running around all day and probably tired when i return home and he will have been sitting on the couch all day watching tv and movies and trying to get healthy. yes my baby is sick... poor guy. it is great having him home and friends are laughing because we act like an old married couple as if he never left. But old married couple in a good way. well i am off to show Jamie around Willamette University and then departing Salem for Portland to visit Lewis and Clark College before driving back to tacoma. I can't wait to get back home to him and in his arms. This time it was me leaving :(

it is all relative

oh my goodnes... tomorrow he is coming home!!! i can not believe it has been a year since he has left. and now he will be home until he changes duty stations to fort hood texas. i am so excited and so nervous... good nervous though. tomorrow this time i will be getting ready to go pick him up.

his parents will be here tonight. i am a little frustrated with that because we (toby and myself) had hoped we would have some one on one time before they got here tomorrow evening... but they got an early start yesterday adn are about 11 hrs out side of tacoma right now so they will probably get here tonight. booooo .... but good for them i guess. then they can go with me, but we just had hoped on it being us. i am torn, as you can see.

i just want to be with him. so excited to see him. to touch him. anyways i am excited... got to go finish cleaning. and get this puppy off my lap.

Time Variable

The countdown has started. Toby comes home in about 3 weeks. I am so excited I can barely control myself. We are coming down to the wire and in some ways it is the most difficult days. I know he is coming home. I am longing for him. I know he will be home soon, but it doesn't seem fast enough. When I wasn't expecting him it was easier, now i just want the days to pass quickly so he will be by my side.

I got the movies Pride and Prejudice, Hairy Potter Goblet of Fire, and Jarhead in the last few days. I can't wait to get Pride and Prejudice in the mail!!! P&P is my new favorite movie... along with the hairy potter movies.

well i am off to bed. I am tired currently and will update again soon.