it is all relative

oh my goodnes... tomorrow he is coming home!!! i can not believe it has been a year since he has left. and now he will be home until he changes duty stations to fort hood texas. i am so excited and so nervous... good nervous though. tomorrow this time i will be getting ready to go pick him up.

his parents will be here tonight. i am a little frustrated with that because we (toby and myself) had hoped we would have some one on one time before they got here tomorrow evening... but they got an early start yesterday adn are about 11 hrs out side of tacoma right now so they will probably get here tonight. booooo .... but good for them i guess. then they can go with me, but we just had hoped on it being us. i am torn, as you can see.

i just want to be with him. so excited to see him. to touch him. anyways i am excited... got to go finish cleaning. and get this puppy off my lap.

Time Variable

The countdown has started. Toby comes home in about 3 weeks. I am so excited I can barely control myself. We are coming down to the wire and in some ways it is the most difficult days. I know he is coming home. I am longing for him. I know he will be home soon, but it doesn't seem fast enough. When I wasn't expecting him it was easier, now i just want the days to pass quickly so he will be by my side.

I got the movies Pride and Prejudice, Hairy Potter Goblet of Fire, and Jarhead in the last few days. I can't wait to get Pride and Prejudice in the mail!!! P&P is my new favorite movie... along with the hairy potter movies.

well i am off to bed. I am tired currently and will update again soon.